This is Me...

Honestly Idk what I ever saw in you. Okay you made me laugh and were fun to chill with. But besides that I had no reason to like you. You were always under me and everybody knew it . Maybe even you. We made a weird couple. Me in my booty shorts and tank tops and you and your wimpy little self. I don’t know how a wimp like you made me cry sooooo much but I hate you for it. We couldve had it all… Sonetimes I wonder how our story would have ended If it weren’t tragic.

So honestly I’m so done here. This part I’m literally done. I broke all the shit you gave me and deleted all our pictures. I guess I was dead wrong when we started I thought we’d last. But I was way off considering it hasn’t even been a year and I hate your guts. I don’t know what my biggest mistake was. I don’t know if it was liking you in the first place or not putting a stop to this in October. I know that wouldve been hard but probably for the best. I want to say I had some of the best moments in my life with you but I don’t even know if that’s true. I always felt pressure. Like I had to compete with your friends and family and seriously your mommy had to drive us everywhere. Grow the fack up. I can’t believe what you did to me. You treated me like suit and honestly I didn’t deserve to be treated like that at all. I just wanted a relationship but you killed what couldve suouldve would’ve been great. But now it’s too late. I dont even want you as a friend at this point. It’s scary how you can to from being so close to someone to have literally nothing to say to them. In the words of Taylor swift you’re just another picture to burn. You were a waste of my time and money and tears. I thought I loved you but I was just love drunk. There were deffinatly strong feelings there we can’t deny that but even if we went back to the way it was in the summer I wouldn’t want it. Because that’s never what I wanted. I wanted a real relationship. I want a man who will hold my hand and watch a movie with me and take me on dates and text me cute things not because he has to but because he wants to. And I want someone who will be close to my family and not need our parents driving us everywhere. I’ll play video games with him and hang out with all his friends. I want someone who will take pictures with me and kiss me. I don’t think that’s too much to ask for and forgive me if it is. But you’re never what I wanted… Maybe you were but your style relationship wasn’t. So screw you andthe best day you ever had. Good bye. I hope I had some sort of impact on your life because I can’t deny you impacted mine. I guess I should say thank you for making ne a fighter. And strong. I feel like I can take a relationship more now. By giving me what I didn’t want it helped me realiZe what I do. And now I know not to stay in a relationship just for the hell of it. Or thinking it will get better because it never does. I need a man not a flamer. Good bye and good riddance.